Radkool's temporary blog

2005-10-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

ladeedadeedum! :D

THIS OLD BLOG HAS BEEN RESSURECTED

yep. and i'm so darn glad to say that THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! (=

well. i think i screwed up my papers... poop the art and math papers. art looks like a weird drawing with white spots and no touch-up. math? sigh... lost i don't know HOW MANY marks to not comprehending the questions..

BUT. since the exams are out, i 'm TRYING to enjoy myself. apparently, by not going out. mum's now in brisbane. and she wanted me to try to stay home to /ahem/ make sure my sis dosen't like go out or use the phone blahbeeblah...

HOWEVER, i'm dying like hell of the BORING house o.o sadly yeah... but i got to watch every single desperate housewive's episode again and again and again... so that's good.

i'm addicted to desperate housewives babehhh x)

oh well. shanti and ama are coming over tomorrow for a nicenice dh marathon! :D. can't wait!

i've really lost touch over every single inch of computer knowledge.

RIGHTNOW i like:
-desperate housewives! <3
-friends <3
-the sims 2
-gunbound>? (yeah i know... laugh all you like)

sigh. i'm gonna watch the episode again! :D i'm following the AMERICAN time for dh now... i want the next episode! but it dosen't even EXIST in the tv realm yet. at least not until this monday, then /ahem/ the nice dwlding of the episode can begin (=

i'm NOT looking forward to next week. so not.

2005-09-26T04:24:00.000-07:00

after around two months of non-blogging...

I'M GOING ON A HIATUS!!

2005-08-09T18:23:00.000-07:00

two things to blog about:
1)spasticsix
2)ndp

1) OHMEGOSH!! all those posts i just read made me tear :'( i really gonna miss you june! can't believe you'll be leaving for vj... it'll be even further from all of you when you leave! bah. have little time to continue this now.. shall do it later

2) IT'S OVER BABBEHHHH. stupid media does NO justice to th e girl guides' 6months o practice kayy.

2005-07-29T17:33:00.000-07:00

hii... haha... just finished printing out the guides' proposal for next wednesday... yawn...

today was... just usual i guess, what i have to do later:

- practice piano!!
- history campaigning stuff
- chinese ws
- have chinese tuition
- type out geog notes
- learn mep
- finish history
- bathe!
- attatch the newspaper article to the eye-witness report thing
- Lit. presentation

aww.. and i have to bathe in 5min so i better make this quick. i booked someone today :/ how saddening... and i canj't mention her name her or she'd kill me :o... i DID warn her so technically i'm not doing anything wrong right?

CME today was... err... well all of us ended up trying to make pencils look like they're bending when we move our hands up and down holding the pencils... haha... other than that, it was a boring ol' day.

*toodles

2005-07-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

hiii... oh me goshness i'm super relieved... the key was recovered! ((: was so worked up and worried since yesterday... i mean it's the guides' den key :/... most important key in guides i think.... hum..

so today! not much happened, except that i think inkwell milks us of all our money... oh and in the morning there was this prefects' meeting to vote for the head and vice-head prefect of 2006! (: haha... at least i don't have to vote...

first period? chinese... apparently, lao shi said that someonecalled into the school to say that her daughter said that she was too fierce... i'm wondering who? and i think i know...

second period? math-.-... how demoralising about the peer tutoring thing... it's just standard form after all...

third period? physics... haha... we were like connecting bulbs and stuff. and me, being me, connected firstly two bulbs with two batteries in series... and the bulbs were so dim! so i grabbed ama's two batteries and connected them... and it was a little brighter... then when i finally got kristen's, ms. or had JUST walked by and saw and exclaimed 'NO! oi!'... sigh... so much for my lovely light bulb play :/...

fourth! PW (: almost done with everything! yeah babbeehhhh.... CHECK OUT THE SITE :D http://adoptsilra.org

haha... then it was recess... mann... i ate so much today! 5bucks of pure calories... i think vanessa got me to buy the ben ad jerry's icecream WITH the brownie... bah... 3bucks... then i don't even know why i bought the stupid sec school set... sigh...

then? history... what's there to say? BORING.

haha what's left to do:

1. history campigning
2. finish pw
3. study for the three tests
4. tuition at 6
5. practice piano!
6. photocopy the history thing

2005-07-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

haha... so much for keeping to un-dead blog status? :/.. ain't my fault for not updating yesterday anywayy, internet was down!...

now to the sad part. i'm so damn depressed but can't say why )):... i tried so hard just to get it, at least 8 hrs in total and what do i accomplish? just halfway... it isn't fair alright... i mean i know it sounds selfish but STILL... i wanna quit. seriously wanna quit. i mean if you know you're not good enough then fine, you can live with it. but if all the while you think you're good enough and feel really good about yourself, it HURTS when you don't get it. it seriously hurts.

well... my mum just told me that i got my student visa to new zealand or something.... i think it's only about 2 years long so i most likely will have to go within two years or something? don't know... :/... hmm... now that all this happened, i WANT to go.

*toodles

2005-07-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

whoo! i'm sticking to the un-dead blog status... it's like 6:30 now and fdd is in about 1hr and my sis is getting ready surprisingly calmly o.0... :(.. was really hoping on going this year mann... but nevermind :D cos' during the sec4 year, we'll ALL go! ((: can't wait mann...

so today's founder's day was... erm... alright i guess? the goh person pronounced oprah winfrey as orphrah winfrey... :/... that's mean... whoops :x. anyway, there was this longlonglong prayer in the middle which luckily for me, didn't put me to sleep... hm. oh and before the service, janice zhixin and i got to stand in the admin office to welcome all the guests and stuff! ((:... but it was quite pathetic considering that only the old teachers lik mrs. gasper and mrs. quek and stuff came... and mrs. quek didn't even recognise me! ):.... OH WELL. so then they made us slip quietly into the sec hall! aiyoh... and in the middle of the service, we had to leave to stand at the sci. labs to welcome the guests and stuff, and show them around. AGAIN, pathetic because well, there was only like one round of parents who came... and we had to stand there for like an hour? GREATT....

so anyway, after founder's day, my sis and i went to thomson plaza to get our hair cut and for lunch... i WANTED to cut it short first but oh well, decided against it, considering the last time my hair became a MUSHROOM when it was short :/... sop i just cut it shorTER and layered it more...

sigh... i'm being pressed for the computer...

*toodles

2005-07-24T15:54:00.000-07:00

i've decided that i'm not gonna make this blog dead anymore... haha... i just made a weird-looking layout which i may use, considering that this oneseriously looks like poop.

http://blogskins.com/info.php?sid=54525

whoot. i missed ndp training yesterday! i needed to go down to sun plaza to buy stuff and had to study for all the... err... 5 tests coming up? :/. let's see... which tests have i studied for? MATH. which tests am i'm halfway through? MEP and HISTORY. which tests am i dreading? GEOG.

hohum. greatt. i still haven't booked anyone yet. i guess when you've been booked before, you know that horrible feeling that you might even have to go to d.c. one day. WELL the prefect's meeting on wednesday went somewhat weirdly, apparently i have to voice my opinions. went to find out the prices of guitar strings and picks haha... if i'm the one buying them, they'd be wondering one kind of crazy person i am, lugging a bag of 70 picks home... oh wells...

so yesterday i went to sun plaza to shop for history... and i had to buy 32 of everything! joy.. :/. i got my photoshop and psp back! :D. thanks jonathan (:. although i still find you... umm... because of my sis and stuff. but still... yay! photoshop cs2 ((:. and psp 9! all the latest versions mann... yeah babbeh...

so tomorrow's FOUNDER'S DAY! ((: haha.. the good part is that we get to go home early... i'm ushering people to look at the new science block places and stuff :P. coolage. okay fine, not really. at least i don't have to sit and dao myself to sleep in the hall watching prize-giving, but sorry to shiriin because i won't be watching ya :/.

what should i do after this?

-fill my inkwell card (they should just give us a donation card -.-)
-study history and mep somemore
-finish planning for guides (now)
~~-write my mortal a letter~~
~~-write celine a few-days overdue postcard~~
~~-throw away my sweet wrappers~~
-do more history campaigning stuff (soon)
~~-research on more lit things~~
-practise piano
-practise more math (at night)
-think of some campaign for singapore at http://artscentral.mediacorptv.com or something... (soon)
~~-write testi's for some people (some how that always turns out wrong)~~
-make sure guide's uniform is ironed and ready for tomorrow soon
-watch DH during dinner!!
~~-charge ipod (it's wonky)~~

wheeps. i'm too free to be blogging eh? i think i'll either use that blogskin i just made or make a desperate housewives' one... recently, all my DH layouts have been screwy... poop. AHH! i haven't remade the s6 layout yet!! ):. sorry s6!

friendsstuff
well the 11 of us, amalina, liyana, sheena, letitia, dahlia, davina, mei wai, sandra( ME!), anna, alyssa and roderica have YET to come up with a name for our gang! sigh... the similaritys are all the 'ah's at the end of our names haha... EXCEPT for meiwai that is, but i'm seriously considering calling her meiWA now.. humm...

altogether this week, i cried 4 TIMES in school... don't know why, i think it's either pms or over sensitivity... great. i'm gonna become the outcaste of the sec2 co-ord very soon... why do i think people are talking behind my back? hum.

i'm seriously considering erm giving up pt-ship, too many things have happened.

*toodles

2005-07-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

hello... this blog is so... deserted? not like i care. peep. toodles.

2005-07-04T20:47:00.000-07:00

phee. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! :'(

aosdaoiundiuansd

puh. i'm so FATtttt. seriously. and i'm SHORT. can die. :/.

alright, that's enough about complaining. It's 8.45pm right now, and i DON'T WANNA GOBACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!. What i have to do tonight:

-PW
-go through the pilibeibei thing again.

so screwed for the chinese book k... i BET i'll fail or something. diediediediediediedieeeee. but i'm happy about ONE thing, i have two more points to getting my gold for guides! WHOO! :D. i'm high. but in a neutral way... does that make sense? puh. the stupid ivp poster got lost by that weird teacher whom letitia and i passed it to, to give to M.E.lee and IT NEVER GO TO HER. so tomorrow, i have to wait outsie the staff room with leti patiently, trying to identify whichever teacher passes by. like i have nothing better to do

alright. i'm too lazy to blog even though i've many things to say. i don't like being a pt is one of them.

*toodles.

it's too boring just trying to be a goody-two-shoes all the time

2005-07-01T16:39:00.000-07:00

hellooo... haha... my first week of being a pt and i didn't book anyone! faith booked four people, joyce one, charmaine one, erica one and jia min i'm not sure. BOO. haha. not like i wanna book anyone. i just tell them. is that so bad? :/. so screwed for the founder's day thingy next week mann. i just finished studying chapter 8 for history and then i h ave to do some more geog... right now, there're 93 days left to the exams! how much more screwed can i get?

*toodles

CHARIOT!

2005-06-29T21:41:00.000-07:00

okay... so i couldn't stand having a private blog. haha. it was in diary-x, if anyone wanted to know, i'm still thinking of switching totally to diary-x one of these days... cos' then i'll actually be able to LOCK MY POSTS!

i'm pissed. firstly because there're both math quiz and a chinese small test tomorrow and i've barely studied anything. let's see, in week 3, there're geog and history tests so far. next week, there's that chinese book test and i have to meet up on tuesday for the guides outdoor cooking thingy. right after this, i gotta redo my guides flora and fauna thing and try to fill my inkwell card, print out mandy's things, tell mich to check her email, go through standard form again, go through the chinese ke again, learn history chapter 8.

gosh. i'm pissed at the stupid new chinese way of testing. grr. stupidstupidstupid things. shall post again later. hate being a prefect, but i guess it's getting interesting, watching people from level 3... such as teacher's who compare shoes and their LEG SIZES and certain teachers who always dab their sweat ALL THROUGHOUT ASSEMBLY. sighh.

2005-06-21T14:24:00.000-07:00

helloooo it's official. shutting this blog down and getting a totally new one which will be discrete AND password lock. :P. heh. don't feel like telling anyone what's up with me now... don't know why. darn. the school rules are too strict. :x. not supposed to say that, but they are.. poop. now i can't even say sorry when i book people! that ain't good. grr. all i have left for homework is the jianbao thingy. don't have the newspaper article yet. i've packed my bag already. err studied 1 chapter of geog, half a chapter for history and 2 chapters of life science. gonna do nyaa very soon, almost done with the ivp poster, still have one more heymath test to do and then i'm done! oh wait, i still have no practice algebra. GREATT.

*toodles

2005-06-16T19:09:00.000-07:00

i'm in love with this song ((:

gavin degraw- i dno't wanna be

and i LOVE this paragraph of lyrics (: <3: I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me

2005-06-14T03:57:00.000-07:00

check it out! i made pixels when i was free (:
http://photobucket.com/albums/y79/radkool1/icons.png
heh. i'm way too free -.-. no actually, i'm just too lazy to do work. almost done. yay!

2005-06-12T12:35:00.000-07:00

i'm sad ): because the second season of desperate housewives is only coming out like... in september... so i have to wait till THEN to download the rest of the episodes. i finished watching the first season (: yayy. let's see... bree's husband, rex, dies because that stupid pharmacist, george, kills him with some sort of potassium pills. Garbrielle gets knocked up by john the gardener (i reckon) and carlos gets sent to court because he beats up the wrong guy, justin. (he gets sent there because of the gay cable guy as well. his crime: serial gay basher). By this time, carlos thinks that gabrielle tricked him that she was having an affair to hurt him. (she didn't deny it!) In the end, in court, AFTER the judge dismisses the case and lets carlos go with just 8 months of his previous crime, JOHN walks in and tells carlos 'you beat up the wrong guy... don't you think it's weird that your house is the ONLY house in wysteria lane which had to be mowed THREE TIMES A WEEK?'. (i think he did that cos' he was angry that gabrielle thought he wouldn't be a good father). So then carlos turned back to punch john, and it so happened john was standing behind justin, (the other gay gardener carlos beat up) and shouted at him. In the end, when carlos jumps to the back to hurt john, he ends up landing on justin, giving everyone in the court the wrong idea. So i think they'll probably still think he's a serial gay basher -.-/ Lynette's husband, Tom, quits his job because lynette talks to his boss to revoke his promotion to vicepresident. what happened to mary alice: apparrently, in the last episode, they show deirdre, the actual mother of Zach, visiting maryalice and paul young to ask for money because she was a drug addict. At that time, she already had Zach. THEN she was so desperate that she offered to sell the couple ZACH, who she at that time named, DANA. Well the couple caved and'made the purchase'. They then fled the country and covered their tracks whereby mary alice changes her name to angela, when the police started looking for 'dana' because deirdre was sent to the hospital. THREE YEARS LATER, deirdre goes to the young's house to get back Zach. and maryalice desperately KILLS her. (omg). then they burry her. (fast forward to te present) where Mike, who used to date deirdre, is pointing a gun at Paul's head to kill him. This is UNTIL Paul tells him the whole story and he goes 'deirdre ... had a baby?'. (i reckon Zach is Mike's son) Then he leaves. MEANWHILE Zach is at Susan's house, holding a gun to her. Susan and Mike have already gotten back together and are living together and Zach is only there to kill Mike, who's he thought was about to kill Paul, his dad. THEY ENDED THE SEASON WITH MIKE WALKING INTO THE HOUSE WHERE ZACH AND SUSAN WERE.

greatt.

i wanna invite people over to watch the last 4 episodes with me again! :D. so funnn. and th show rocks. did some research on the actresses and um... it's interesting...

eva longoria (gabrielle)
- turned 30 last year
-is latin
-flirted with hayden christensen at the star war's premeire
-would love to date johnny depp and george clooney
-finds sex err... fun?
-used to be married for like two years

marcia cross (bree)
-is now 43
-got her MASTERS in psychology 2 years ago and is a very qualified therapist
-nominated for golden globe
-desperate for a boyfriend
-perfect hair on show is a wig
-at a vanity fair photoshoot, when everyone was arguing who ot to stand in the middle, (supposed to be susan), she got angry and shouted (to the photographer) 'get your f...ing ass over here and do your f...ing job'

teri hatcher (susan)
-nominated for golden globe and WON
-was lois lane in lois and clark (superman)
-apparently stopped acting in '94, and was really desperate for the part of susan because she fitted it so well and she ran out of money
-is a single mom to a 6-yr old girl, emerson rose
-is 41 this year
-says vibrators are enough to fufil her for sex
-goes for 'stripping' classes (this was on oprah) not strip-literally in the sense.. but you know what i mean
-double-winning award of the editor's special something... (very prestigious)

felicity huffman (lynette)
-married with two kids, 2 and 3
-thought she looked presentable when she went for audition for the part on desperate housewives, but the producer found her so good for the part because she was so messy and unraveled, in his terms
-was nominated for golden globe (i think)

nicolette sheridan (edie)
-got a face-lift
-the internet called it one of the worst face-lifts ever

about the cast
-teri hatcher (susan) gets paid 38,000$ for every episode in season 1
-the co-stars get paid 1,800$ for every episode in season 1
-teri hatcher's pay should get increased to about 185,000 for every episode in season 2
-the costars will see an increase as well
-every star of the show got a mini car at the end of season 1
-show was awarded golden globe even before the first season ended

ALRIGHTY THEN. that's enough researching for now... i'm rewatching every single episode over and over again. haha. i'm CRAZED. whoo. finished about 31hrs of cip. gonna try to do twice as much for the rest of the holidays. MUST GET TO 100 hours mann! let's see... i have the eng. compos and some chinese left to do... poo... too lazy. have to pass the math project to suet and have to finish reflections, must re-read pilibeibei and to kill a mockingbird because they were so long that i can't even rmb the story now. must finish IVP poster, NYAA, PW, GUIDES... blahblahblah. i'm so freeeeee. (:

*toodles

2005-06-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

hello... whoo (:. yesterday was just WOW. alright. so we start off with me waking up at 7 because my mum dosen't wanna pay the erp thing. Then, i reach vicky's at 7.30 (:. And then boulder and momo so courteously came at almost the same time to accompany vicky and i! while vicky was drinking red bean soup (or something) for breakfast.

Then everyone arrived and spastic6 FINALLY got to talking. yayy. at least we have june's birthday to use as a nicenice spastic6 outing! (: thanks dear. Anyway, we played taiti (is that how you spell it?) and hey, even though i lost, i JUST started learning it. heh. then dear ol' IZZY started blasting SPICE GIRLS on vick's radio. hoho. then we got into a laughing fit, but not before she played BARBIE GIRL. loooovvveeelllyyy. EVEN more, we were all in skirts, which dear ol' celine suggested! haha. and i wasn't in a very comfortable position o.o. they know what i mean. but it's not like it's my fault i couldn't sit on the floor right? ~~it ain't comfortable~~

At about 10 or something, we headed for heeren. all the shops weren't open. hohum. so we went to eat a VERY early lunch at marche. omg. it cost like 3BUCKS for a cup of coke! and like 10 bucks for a WAFFLE. hoho. but it was a nicenice lunch. sinful AND weightgaining, but nice. THANKS, JUNE FOR PAYING FOR IT! you rock dear (:.

THEN we took our first set of neos! heh. finally! a set of neos of the spastic6! so fun.

so we went to watch monster in law right after, at cine. it was alright i guess, interesting that jane fonda is 67 and she wears those kinda clothes. but anyhow, that guy acting... hot? i guess the fact that he has muscles and abs contributes to it... but he REALLY should get rid of his stubble. :/.

i think we took more neos after that or something... then went to the arcade... WHERE cel and i were SADLY defeated by izzy and bould's. *sniff*

hohum. at the end of it all, izzy came to my house! had fun, had the INTENTION of playing ddr since she refused to play it at the arcade, but failed in setting the whole thing up... saddening ain't it?

yayy. so that's all for the outing. thanks to the spastic6 for a wonderful day! and thanks to june for lunch (: <3.we>

i <3>
(go to vick's blog for the pics of the outing)

2005-05-31T23:29:00.000-07:00

hellloooooo. just finished making out a list of achievements so far in my secondary school life in case i wanna apply for any sort of programme and GUESSWHAT? i found out that i only have like 15 or something. ):. life is a living hell i tell you, LIVING HELL.

anyyywhoooo, yesterday was fuN! had ivp seminar in the morning and the expert mentor guy rated us unexpectedly high and we all got distinctions! YAY. but anyway, can't forget about toad's ratings ADDED to his. poop. humdinger. so then at like 10 something it was our break for tea. APPARENTLY, mg's a mature school and the stooopid nus people didn't cater for us! so there was this irritating lady going around saying to us 'one each! only one each! don't take more!'. grrrr. and the food wasn't even all that nice. AND THEN. me nush, vanny, emmy and leti decided to just ditch the ivp thing and go to orchard and have fun. not ditch. just skip. i mean after all, toad did give us permission to go and the rest wasn't even compulsary. heh. that's mean.

so then when we got to the taxi stand to wait, leti decided to go off because she didn't wanna watch madagascar. aww. then we waited, what, about a half hour for a taxi, thanks to NUSHH who got us to run across roads and to the middle of kent bridge road. haha. and she kept singing some 'brush, brush, brush your teeth' song. hahaha.

so then we got to cine, took neos first and vanny only wanted to be in for one of them! ):. saddening. haha. so fun. then kellykowjiajia of jiajialiangcha (i'm kidding) came and we went to buy tickets for madagascar at 2.30. so we had like 45 min to wait. GUESS WHAT? we took 2 more neos! haha. i was like seriously low on money then lah. THEN i spotted this cutecute madagascar bilboard thingy with all the faces of the animals cutout so we stuck our faces into the holes and took pictures! haha. so fun. I WAS THE HIPPO. i shall post it up here sometime tomorrow.

madagascar was quite a disappointment and a waste of 7bucks. i mean, i'm not saying they didn't try hard to make the graphics cute and 3-d and stuff but there was no plot at all! it lasted most like about only an hour and 10 min. this time was made worse by vanny's CONSTANT SCREAMING at the adorability (?) of the characters. ooo my aching body ):.

then after the movie, kelly and i wanted to watch monster in law but there wasn't time. sooooo, we walked over to heeren to take more neos! haha. even more fun.

then we went down to marche and it was selling these DELICIOUS cheese pork sausages! i bought one and ohmigosh, it was like almost flowing cheese embedded in the sausage meat! HEH. then kelly, my nicenicenicnicenice, richrichrichrichrichrich, votedforsly1200times, futuremrssylvestersim -----angel BOUGHT ME ONE! (((: cos' i was out of money. :D. THANK YOUUUUUUUUU!!!

sigh. okay that's it for yesterday. today was a total waste of time. went to school for smo which by the way, i'm bound to only get participation for, then came home. went to bathe, got on the comp, went to play piano, went to play xbox, went to watch tv, went to eat dinner, went to watch tv again, went to bathe again, now i'm here. OH GOODNESS. i better start making better use of my holidays mannn.

just planned out my schedule. sigh. ecology is NOT EASY. i just tried memorising some parts of it. heh. and i did algebra, which, by the way, i still suck at. sigh... and i still have the stupid english compos to look for, 2 to write, 1 zuowen, 1 zhou ji, 1 jianbao, read the mocking bird book AND that weird chinese book they gave us. adding on to that, is the ivp poster design and printing, complete the SPCA cip for NYAA, finish doing guides, sart planning business proposal for ip, think about whether to patent the IVP product under IPOS, finish learning piano piece for end of year and ndp marching.

i'm RELALY free this holidays right? sigh. have to meet with kelly, suet and anne this thursday for math project. sigh. then on 10th june is the guides campfire and on 17th june is the prefect's camp thing. it's gonna be boring isn't it? i'm just like going to receive my badge and stuff. *yawn*.

i'm pretty pissed cos' i had to miss the badge thing for guides. boo. one proficiency badge down the drain. OH and there's also the readers badge to finish. but nvm, after this year, i'll have gold, the readers badge, the marching badge, the first aid patch and some others. gooodyyy. heh.

SO. what should i do tomorrow? okay. wake up at 8, laze around till 9, (planning not to use the computer), do and find those 7 compos, call anne to ask what to do for thursday, (these two till 12), eat lunch in tv room, laze till 1, read the chinese book, about 1/4 through till 2, write the zhouji on the movie (uhoh i THINK it's the movie... time to make some calls) till 3 or something, laze around till like 4, bathe, play xbox for a little while and then have chinese tuition at 5. till 6,30. then, i'm hoping i can ask my mum whether i can send the uk people off to uk at the airport. i mean like, after all, leti, davina, ad and alot of other people i know are gonna be there. hopefully she allows. HOPEFULlY.

alright then, hope the people going to uk will have a safe trip! (:

*toodles

2005-05-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

hehh. two posts in a day o_0. I GOT SILVER FOR MY POMPOM! heh. when we do the formation for the '40' thingy, we get to pull this tiny pompom out of our batons and shout 'HOORAY!' hahah.. hilarious... and the NDP trainer was like 'just make some sound, also can!' hahaha... i started laughing like mad. oh wells. i'm standing in the front now! so sad :'(. now i have to be neat all the time cos' the pres could be inspecting me... :(. haha. and the baton has to be carried like.. under our ARMPITS :'(. saddening okay... and it HURTS.

*toodles

2005-05-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

hellooooo... i haven't blogged in a while eh? WE WON THIRD FOR BOOK PARADE! yayyy! ((:. not that i'm all that elated or anything... just am glad we at least won something. haha. all that ~~hard~~ work paid off!

so wednesday's cross was cancelled and i was so happy (: no run! but that means no points... poop... at least we got to stay in the audi and watch that funny 'life is beautiful' movie. it was like... damn sad. about some guy named 'guido' who starts off as this funny, lame and balding guy and then becomes this nice, caring and loving guy as well as a father. omg and the son? joshua? he was so cute! haha. his cheeks were so wobbly! and he's like only 6-7 and he was involved in the halocaust :(. saddening right?

ah yes. thursday! we had some weird skit on 'love, lust and infatuation', which to me is quite silly because it's a little early to be talking about that right? heh. then we got back our report books. gosh. bummerrrrr. i had like 1 and 1/5 a line of remarks, compared to last year when i had like 8 times more than that. APPARENTLY, i'm wellbehaved and motivated -.-. and ALOS need to check through my work carefully. finnnne. not that i don't try right? ^.^ grr.

haha. and yesterday was... the zenitant math trail. it was SO fun! gosh. i'm SO fascinated. like come on, we barely learnt anything from it cos' our 'facilitator' pmsed so easily.haha. then was camelot! it wasn't bad for a $100 ticket actually, but the king arthur guy was... well... let's just say not all that handsome. but he can act. his wife can dance but her accent didn't hold for long. oh wellll. okay.

*toodles

2005-05-24T16:22:00.000-07:00

poop. i'm a pit :'(. that sounds like.. WRONG. now i have to be miss. goody-two shoes, back to sandy the head-bobbing panty again. i'll cut my hair back to mushroon again. maybe i should even cut it to be a toad stool o_0. why do people keep telling me not to book them? i mean COME ON.

#1 i don't even have the badge yet
#2 if you don't do anything wrong.. do i have the right to?
#3 do i even have a CARD yet?
#4 I'M NICE AND REASONABLE

poop. i'm never getting the ACTUAL prefectship. i shall be one of those really corrupted prefect in training like meganbarker or something... heh... get stripped of these covers.

BOOK PARADE IS TOMORROW. sigh. i really hope we manage to pull it off mannn. we worked like ~~really~~ hard on it! poo. sigh.. and i'm matilda o_0 GREAT. BUT it's ALOT better than ms trunchbull at least, i don't have top memorise that many lines! :D. hehehhh

okay. we just had the badminton interhouse games thingy. and GUESS WHAT?meiwai and i lost. predictable. but OHWELL. haha. i think i told auntie to come like half an hour later. which really isn't my fault because the SCHEDULE said the second round would start at 3.50pm. but noooo they started at like 3.30. SO we missed the second round and lost that round (after loosing the first round of course), then for the third round, the peeps ALSO didn't show up. SO. we still won one round at least (:

hehe.

*toodles

come up to meet you
tell you i'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are

i <3 coldplay/thescientist!

2005-05-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

OMG. i hate the stupid boko parade. and i'm starting to dislike _________ as well. because ___ isn't doing anything. god. i'm starting to make the new layout. too lazy to blog. marching yesterday was... a waste of time. but we got free kfc for dinner! ((:

*toodles

2005-05-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

~~iknowyouyourselfwantstobecomenoebutyoudonthavetosayitstraighttomyfaceright~~

urgh.don't read that. it's not for you. i'm pissed. and depressed. but not because of ^that. thanks for the people who tried to comfort me. sorry i can't tell you. private business.

*toodles

2005-05-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

noooo
! I MISSED AMERICAN IDOL!

urgh. i thought it was at 8.30 when it was at freakin' 8! AHHHHHHHHH. poop.

sighh. well today was SO depressing. my average is what... 73? OMG. that's like so low. grr. STUPID ART. pulled my marks down. i mean WHO GETS 54 for art? like... c'mon lah... sigh...

ANYWAY. i had to walk around school today hearing people say 'i voted for you! i voted for you!' PEOPLE. my precious 5 bucks is at stake to sheena hong. puh. we made a bet of 5 bucks that i won't get in. so if i DO get in, there will be HELL to pay people.

sighh. mann. book parade is already like next week and we hven't practised. _________ isn't doing anything about it. puh. so in about 10 minutes, i'm gonna call everyone to arrange for them to stay back tomorrow to practise like once or something. gotta. ALTHOUGH my lines are the longest and i REALLY don't wanna memorise them, i don't have a choice. GREATT.

i HAVE to change the layout. heh. when i'm up to it that is.

diediedie. math and geog are coming back tomorrow. ASSUMING i can get at least like 60 for eng, 70 for math and 70 for geog, my average won't go lower than 70. that's not GOOD. in fact, my CA marks were so dismal that i could even drop to like 60 for average.

what the heck's wrong with me? i'm talentless, brainless and well, slimless. i have to start dieting soon.

good luck on getting your phone back vickayyyye! you will k. it's like unfair to take itlah.

my chinese marks were like. *puke*. i mean i thought i did alright for paper 2. you know what i ended up getting? 76! AND IT'S NOT UPON 100. it's upon 110. gosh. but thank goodness my compo got like 35.5. phew. and it's not fair! izzy wrote OUT OF POINT and she got 13 for yingyongwen! i wrote INPOINT (is there such a word?) and i got 12.5! loosing half a mark to wrong words. SIGH. luckily listening compre pulled me up. but still low. 18. so careless.

let's see. i'm supposed to remind people to bring their chem file.. problem is... i can't remember who to remind! AHH! HELLLPPPP. diediedie. oh well. i'll just call the forgetful bunch later. namely sammie i think, :/.

hee. quite happy for history. i mean it's like just a scrape A1 but when i heard the average was 50 before we got back the papers, i FREAKED OUT. that's like a b4. and i was panicking when i saw that my source-based got like... 9/15. haha.

i'm quite okay for lit as well. can't believe it. the r and j part i COULD study for got me like 14/25... sigh... and the UNSEEN PROSE which i COULDN'T study for, got me like. 19/25. haha. but the other part of r and J, the essay question, got me 18/25. ((:. stupid text-based. sigh.

greatt. i got so low for pw. like 14 for the stupid essay okaayyy. and like 16 for the presentation?. how crappy can my marks get? stupid mandy, in canada. now she dosen't have to KNOW her marks!

i'm about to embark on another skin for myself. i've retired from blogskins. yay. i reached my target! 6,000 downloads babeh! hee. fine. 6002. i've decided that making blogskins actually is a waste of time. dosen't get you anything. should do something like... webdesign of some sort or just like set up your own website and like... provide stuff or something. alot more productive. heh.

english! i better get atleast an a2 okayy. i'm gonna die if i don't. i MUST get an a1 for average! MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST. quite impossible but well, i shall aim for the higest :P. whatever...

ahhhhhh. math is first thing in the morning!. maybe i should pon school to like watch star wars or something. fine. i won't. but that's only because there's the book parade thing. GRR.

okay. time to embark on ivp journey and ip journey and all that other crap and what-not.

*toodles

2005-05-16T14:31:00.000-07:00

((: hi! poop. i got past the prefect interview thing. that's okay cos' CHAPATI, FELI, JOYCEY and BECCY got in as well! :D yay. i'm NOT ALONE. but. i have to face the utter humiliation in school on friday. shoot.

darn. there's marching tomorrow at like 12 noon. but we get to be excused from school at 11! YAY. but the bad thing is that i won't get to know the answers to the test papers... poop. but anyways, who wants to? i just have to make sure i didn't fail anything else besides math and mep. sigh. OH. i'll be missing mep. ~~they'd BETTER not look at my marks. grr~~

haha. i TRIED drawing a blogskin. didn't turn out well :/. aww. oh wells.

let's SEE. what do i have to do today?:

#1 PW, finish the about the org thing
#2 BRING GUIDES U!!! arrgh
#3 copy izzy's vcd into THREE
#4 IVP
#5 practice piano :'(
#6 book parade! (that's not good) shoot...
#7 WATCH CHARMED! omg! COLE IS COMING BACK.
#8 WATCH FRIENDS! OMGOMGOMGOMG

okay. that's enough. haha. i'm doing pw and ivp NOW. till like 3.30 when i go home. sigh. hohum. don't wanna do book parade! oh wells. i don't have a choice. poop.

haha. PC is like SO gay. i mean when i heard about IT from AW, i thought IT was actually like you know... bi or something. but OHWELL. i GUESS NOT.

heh. we're getting math back tomorrow! that's not good... but OHWELL.

*toodles

2005-05-15T19:56:00.000-07:00

(: whoo! i got CONFIRMED! okay. the wafer tastes like paper :/ and the wine is SO SWEET. <-- that's in reference to holy communion. so cool! i get to actually take part in holy communion! that's new (:

ANYWAY. i watched the interperator today! (is that how you spell it?) it was NICE. hee. i like the african accent nicole kidman put on. and ohmigosh. my favourite actor, sean penn. not that i think he's *ahem* hot or anything, i just LIKE his acting! ((:. anyone ever watched i am sam? it ROCKS. go watch it!

i'm gonna change my layout VERY SOON. gosh. i'm getting sick and tired of plain boxes. maybe i should use those kind of people character thing like from my last layout. would be cool right? haha.

i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow! :'(.

#1 because going through papers just makes me sad
#2 because then i won't be at home playing the computer
#3 because it brings me 1 day closer to prefect voting..

#3 is the one i'm most worried of. gosh. i smiled like this --> :D in the photo we took last year. AND that photo is gonna be on the voting system. oh gosh. i'm gonnabe the LAUGHING STOCK of of the sec 2 co-ord. oh wells. one word : socialize

poop. i have manymany manymany things to do. but i'm not doing them till like tomorrow because this is one of the days my mum would actually allow me to enjoy myself by like going out and stuff. that's cos' well she gives me a few days to go wild then it's back to the books. greatt. but she DID say i could watch a movie next week cos' i didn't get to watch it that day when she couldn't fetch me home late so, YAY!

leti* came over yesterday! WHOO! we made the PROTOTYPE for IVP. if you don't know what i'm talking about, then look here: perfume stickers. yupyup. it didn't turn out all THAT bad. i mean it works and all. but we just made the huge version of it. that reminds me. i have to bring it tomorrow to show it to ~~toad~~ ahem erm, someone. heh (:.

ANYWAY. i still have like the business proposal for the IP competition to worry about. :/. why must ~~toad~~ the teacher put ME in-charge? i mean for goodness sake, there's NUSHKIE in the group. NUSHKIE, who's a prefect. NUSHKIE who can get the things sorted out!. poop.

*toodles

2005-05-13T23:46:00.001-07:00

hellooo sighh.. don't feel like blogging o_0. wasted away the whole day to tv, interview, dinner at nooch and concert at esplanade

friday the 13th

*toodles

2005-05-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

OMIGOSHESS!!! IT'S OVER! OVER I TELL YOU!!! OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. i just had to get that outof my system. but yeah. it's finally over ((:.

well today was a bummer. fine. not really. chinese was actually relatively okay, just that i wrote one word wrongly... but that's like wa... 1/2 a mark? heh. anywayy... my day:

well, morning was OBVIOUSLY chinese exams. then we waited about an HOUR for shanti they all... actually, while looking for shanti, liyana, ama and i were at the bottom at the sports complex cos' we thought she went to see mr. ng at the pe department:

me: okay..... i'm a bit lazy to climb up. okay. i say shan and one of you say 'ti' k?------ SHAN!
liyana and ama: TI!
all three of us: *silent, waiting for the girl to walk out*

then she didn't... so we continued:

me: kk... i'm shout 'cha', ama shout 'pa' and liya you shout 'ti!'--CHA!
ama: PA!
liya: TI!

haha... and OBVIOUSLY she didn't reply cos' the layered girl was ACTUALLY at the general office -.-

shoot. i have t go and memorise the SCHOOL DIARY... poop... soo much to do but so little time.

ANYWAY. so we got to cineleisure where we saw the whole big group of netties and like all the other people from mg, and we went around shouting that we were from *ahem* other certain school ((:... mainly spoon and i.

so we wanted to watch coach carter or something... then the seats left were freakin' lousy...so we just sat outside eating coke-infested burger king fries and fish burgers... -.- haha

WE TOOK NEOS! i have 8 more neos now ((:

then we went down to burger king and i bought icelemontea to sip for a while... heh. then shanti they all left for heeren but spoon and i were too lazy o lift our buts up. THEREFORE. we just sat there and stoned somemore... sighh...

anyway, then SPOON was caught in her own lil' world, wanting so much to hear TICK'S SINGING on the phone -.-... hilarious i tell you :P

so then we went to the arcade and played THE BUBBLE GAME... i think it's the 'taito' thing.. hahahaha... then whenever she was losing she would go 'i'm losing!' then i will go 'I'M losing!' then SHE'LL go 'yah, i know' hhahahhaha... we spent like 5 over dollars just continuously playing the bubble game... after which, we spent about 4 dollars somehting playing dancedance revolution!! hahahaha, humiliating ourselves in front of the people who were watching us... sigh...

--BUT i beat her ((:--

kk.. gonna watch tv or something now. *toodles

2005-05-11T16:59:00.000-07:00

hello (:. ohoho ONLY 1 DAY LEFT!!! ((: well that dosen't mean it's gonna be good. i'm officially screwed for chinese. mep and history today were surprisingly okay. but that dosen't mean i haven't flunked mep. i wanna go with vicky they all to ice-skate! but that dosen't mean i'm going. that's because i'm going with the 1d-2i gang. sigh. haha.

well. my hand it aching like hell from writing so much for history. scrap that. i wrote too much for one of the questions. i think it was something like explain why the British returned to Singapore. you know what i answered? the whole damn world war I ending! because apparently, i thought that the atomic bomb thingy wasn't enough... so i wanted it to LOOK long. so good ol' me went to crap my way through. mep? well, one word 'ouch'. Chinese music should seriously not be played when you sleep. you'll die just hearing it. heh.

i'm gonna fail chinese! gosh. i've only finishedrevising chapter 1-15 :'(.

oh and MATH was a killer. that's what i'm most probably only gonna get an A2 for. i mean comeon. are they actually TRYING to kill us? or do they just set freakingly difficult papers by accident? you know... when they're halfheartedly sipping coffee and setting the paper, they might've just like fallen asleep or something.

sciences were okay. just that i was unbelievably careless for chem. i ACTUALLY thought that the answer 'it lost energy to the apple' sounded funny and ridiculous. so i put cold air instead. in fact, i don't even know what the correct answer is now. greatt.

there's something wrong with my tagboard! i can't seem to tag it :'(.

WHOO! going out tomorrow ((:. we still haven't actually decided where. but ti ain't time to think about that now. mugmugmugmugmug for chinese! greatt :x.

i'm gonna miss freaking out in the morning while trying to cram last minute stuff in. but ohwell. it's gonna come again at the end of the year. wait, that's not good. it's 4.56pm and i'm waiting for my tuition teacher to come so she can test me zao ju. that dosen't sound too good, considering i've already forgotten like half or worst, all.

can you believe it? i lost my zao ju paper yesterday! and i was FREAKING OUT! sighh... should've just carried it with me. poop. so i could'nt learn zao ju yesterday. but hey, i managed to photocopy it from dahlia today.

if only i could pon school tomorrow. but i'll be missing the movie.
if only i could get a1s for everything. but that isn't possible now.
if only i'd just stop typing 'if only' now, but i'm typing this instead: '*toodles'

2005-05-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

hello my fellow earthlings. i'm in a good mood today because 1) lit is over and 2) i have the weekend bore to cheer me up

sigh. i'm seriously not in the mood to take music anymore. ihate going for piano lessons cos' i can never get the focus to sit at the piano to practice and my piano teacher hates me. i hate going for theory because well, i hate theory.

poop. anyways, lit today was a KILLER. not that it was hard or anything, it was just sosososo long. and they gave such a short time. i wrote 12 FREAKIN' SIDES! i mean like after that, my hand was red and i could barely pick my watterbottle up. sighh. but yeah. it was alright.

time to mug for the weekend for all the stupid subjects. i hatehatehate music. gosh.

art was... alright... just that i colored the pockey word BLACK. then i realised that it was actually WHITE. so then i tried erasing it, but intelligent me had colored it with a 6B PENCIL. so well. i just left it there. but it was okay on the whole.

i have to go backto school tomorrow! :'( that's not fair okayy. i mean just going back to domep arrangement. see? that's another reason why I HATE MEP.

i've classified the people in sec 2 mgs ino different categories. one of my oh-so-famous hallucinations while i was dreaming last night.

- popular and outright bimbo
-nice and popular
-popular, a bimbo and nice
-popular and horrible
-nerdy
-nerdy but nice
-nerdy but tries to be a bimbo
-nerdy and popular
-nerdy and does well
-nerdy but still does badly
-horrible
-outiright horrible
-the outcaste
-the hypocrite
-the suck-ups
-normal and nice
-super nice
-normal
-normal and nerdy
-normal and popular and smart and nice

yeahh. that's all i've gotten do far. i haven't classified people. just got the categories done that's all ((:.

i want:
a new pencil box
for sammie and esther to quit the joy thing (i mean.. what's up with that?)
for the prefect interview to be on some other day
for me to survive the exams
for me to not want to quit mep and not be so lazy as to not practise piano

shoot. i haven't made any mother's day card of some sort. ohwells. i'll just do graphics and show it to mummy (:.

things i need to do:
-study for math
-study for bio
-study for chem
-study for history
-study for mep
-study for chinese
-practice piano daily
-do theory daily
-organise book parade
-ivp
-guides
-nyaa
-ndp marching
-mep arrangement
-ip competition
-organise meetings for competitions
-cip
-pw stuff
-buy a present for kid
-buy a present for lyssie
-make graphics for mum
-write testimonials for friendster people
-organise after exams timetable

WOW i'm SO FREErightt? if you want me to go out with you after the exams, well, let's just say my going out spaces are reserved for spastic6 <3, my good friends, my besties and the sammiegang ((:. and of course other people. but well, these come first (: heh.

things i need to go for:
-ip bootcamp, 18th May ithink
-ndp marching resumes, i can't remember when
-camelot, 27 may
-alot of things on twenty-something may,just can't remember what. greatt

*toodles
[8 papers] [4 days]

2005-05-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

subjects i'll fail this m.o.y exams:

lit
art
math
history
mep
chinese

happy now? there'll be one less person you'll have to beat. ohmylord. i wanna cry.

LIT:
i don't understand it. fine, i do. but still, i can't crap for nuts. i mean what if they give me some shitty question i don't understand? THEN what am i gonna do? sit down there and stone for an hour and a half and watch everyone else just... write in the race against time? i mean COME-ON!

ART:
who isn't?

MATH:
seriously. if i HAD enough practice, would i be lamenting?

MEP:
erm. 1) i don't understand it 2) don't understand 3) STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND what a crappy subject. why did i take it in the first place? no... not because of school fees, but because i THOUGHT it would be no problem but i was WRONG.

CHINESE:
do i HAVE to explain? or is it not already the obvious??

--------

okay. enough ranting. that's it. sigh. geog today was alright i guess. but i lost TWO MARKS from BOTH section A and B i mean like come on. how careless could i guess? don't wanna count section C. English? sucky, bad, terrible, oh-so-lamentable. yes it was horrible. i doubt i would fail but yes. i'd get a B for sure.

lordhelpme. to think the thought of getting into IP actually crossed mymind last year.

but it's not like i actually care, i mean, IP sucks. and all my friends who go there wanna come back because they say all you do there are projects, projects, projects and more projects. there aren't even actual subjects which you can LEARN from. where's it gonna end you up in? NJC? i mean come on. have you SEEN their uniforms?

gosh. pmspmspms. it's been on for a LONG time now. lordhelpme for tomorrow and the rest of the exams. i won't survive till then. i won't.

*toodles

2005-05-03T17:55:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh! haven't blogged in so long. i have to remember these numbers for geog tomorrow: 37, 7, 137, 372, 126, 26, 45 and 12346. anyone can guess what they are? related to one of the maps (:. you'll get a sweet if you can. heh.

anyways. today was the first paper. nono. two papers. woot. finally. i'm gonna screw lit okayy... stupid shakespeare. same goes for history, bio, chem, chinese, MATH and geog. but i'm quite okay for geog chema nd bio. just need more practice. and OH mep. GREAT. i've barely studied. but mugmugmug tomorrow. after geog. poot. i don't even know why i'm on the computer right now. heh.

yay! i got photoshop! i'm a paintshop-->photoshop convert. i'm telling you, it's so much better. heh. okay. there's an orange blinking light at the bottom of the computer screen made by none other than SAMANTHA AND JOY. bound in holy metremone. heh.

ohwells. i think i'd better go and do more studying for like history or something.

*toodles

[12 papers][6 days] to go. the countdown has begun.

2005-04-30T12:31:00.000-07:00

wooo i got friendster! (:. and i'm half way through lit. thank god. thought i'd never start on it -.- but still, i haven't finished mep and have a bit of chinese left. time to start revising what i've already studied. greatt.

i'm bored. i mean who studies about romeo and juliet? we all know they're gonna die at the end of the book right? i mean...

"if thou thinkest i am won quickly, i'll frown and be perverse"
"i am too fond and therefore thou may think my behaviour light"

seriously. who cares? these oxymoronic bunch of freaks.

"O brawling love, O loving hate, O heavy lightness, serious vanity, She's rich in beauty, only poor, for when she dies, her beauty dies with her"

RIGHT. like i even care or even want to understand this freakin' book.

sigh. i officially hate aids the freakin' acquired imune deficiency syndrome. i mean what kind of stupid person would have sexual intercourse and have their body tissue come into contact with someone else's blood or semen just to acquire what... dementia, pneumonia, thrush, brain infection and kaposi's sacroma? which is by the way the sickest thing i've ever seen in my entire life. AND they can night sweats, prolonged fever, serious diarrhoea, weight loss and appetite loss?

i mean... not that i'm against people with aids or anything... i just hate it. together with condoms, IUD, a diaphragm, contraceptive pills and spermicides. i mean come on. if you don't want unplanned pregnancies, don't have sexual intercourse.

pms-alert. it's that time of the month again.

*toodles

i hate chinese, lit, and mep. funny how those are the subjects ~~i can quit~~

2005-04-29T19:03:00.000-07:00

alright. so i didn't finish what i was supposed to. but i will today. worst come to worst, i can pon the whole of exams! then they'll just have to count in my ca marks! ((:. eviilll... honestly. i don't get lit. i don't breathe lit. i don't understand lit. why the heck do i even take lit? freakin' subject comb.

poop. exams are just next week and all i've been doing is making and doing bebo quizes on the net. i didn't score all that bad alrightt. sigh.

stooopid chinese and lit and bio and mep. stupid stupid stupid. i hate them. partly ~~because i can't be bothered to actually study them.~~

what am i saying? it's me! i do study. i just... hate it. why should i study when i know i can just grow up to be some roadsweeper? it pays like 1000bucks a month alrightt.. not like i can't live off that. it'd be a good diet.well just that it'd be a permanent one... not really actually. i could be like head janitor or something. that's what my mum used to tell me she worked as. hah. like i' ever did believe that. ~~finne i did~~

damn math alright. i can't do word problems. not a big surprise considering chenny only started teaching them on what... wednesday

fine. i'm pms-ing. but can i help it? i just wanna die right now. i don't wanna study. what's the freakin' use? i mean come on. all human beings just have to make sure that they keep themselves and mother nature alive till the end of the world. i mean we are already in the last days.

but who am i to have a say in all this? just some below-average girl. barely surviving the earth, a multi-colored lump of rock. which has oceans, an atmosphere, forests, languages, chemicals, human parts, soil, an interrelationship, a japanese history, a german history, parts of the world, singapore, someone called shakespeare who is--by the way dead, some composers who are--also by the way dead and chenny.

that's enough ranting. *toodles

2005-04-28T00:03:00.000-07:00

okay this isn't counted as blogging (:. heh. the prefect briefing finished early. alright. it was so boring. but oh well. i'm probably declining. someone got nominated. not that i'm saying it's bad. i'm just shocked that's all. i mean dyed hair low socks low badge and cursing and stuff. but i know she's quite nice. (:.

okay. that's so... mean. but whatever. i'm in quite a bad mood now. sigh. i can't decide.

poop. what i was aiming to complete yesterday well i didn't. couldn't that is. managed to finish half of bio at least (: heh. oh well. finishing bio and chinese. tomorrow's lit and mep and i'm done. the rest are just like practices which i'm going to be spending the whole of the weekend doing. mugmugmugmug. sigh. instead of actually making layouts, i made the pictures. i have like 8 layouts i haven't coded yet. THAT'S for after the exams.

13th May. Friday the 13th. the day i was supposed to go out on. what do i have ? prefect's interview . greatt. now there's no more scary movie but just an interview either by wng,tchau,chenkportansc. go figure. guess the first three are alright.

sigh. i'm a bit late in going down to be picked up but heck. yama's supposed to be later than usual today.

alright. shanti's sitting next to me blogging. sigh. addicted blogger mann.

*toodles

2005-04-27T20:34:00.000-07:00

okay maybe when i said xxhiatus i meant... for a day? heh. i mean HEY give me a break. i ponned school today to study. come on... most people pon school to play truant but me? i studied.i managed to finish chem, history, math and geog today. okay not really. it's probably just chem, history and geog. and like 1/4 of bio. but that's only because i can't remember the rest of the 3/4 which i've already studied. i should get some credit okayyy. at least i didn't sleep all day. but instead, i studied! how many more times should i mention that? ((:.

what i have left? let's see. bio, lit, mep, chinese and well just practising for math. it is now officially 8.25 and my~~irritating~~ sister is having her beauty bath. it's been half an hour. goodness. i need to finish revising at least 3/4 of bio and until chapter 12 for chinese by today. it's possible. i know it's possible. okay maybe it's not possible. but i'm trying.

ohohoho... i haven't printed out my pw slides. poop.

another boring day of school tomorrow followed by the prefect briefing.can't thy have it after the exams or something?

i need someone to guestblog for me. anyone who dosen't mind, TELL ME. so i don't have to keep on blogging every single day.

anyways... for shanti: (requested to be blogged)
super
happy
amazingly funny
nice
teaser
incredible

haha. *toodles.

P.S i've updated my friends page. and put in a miracle page.

2005-04-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

xxhiatus

HEEHEE. ((: i did it! i made it from 10-11 without the computer! i feel accomplished.i know it isn't THAT big a feat but hey, it's me. the computer addicted me. feel happy for me will ya?

anyways... managed to study one more chapter of history today and finish that geog paper i was planning to do.

i hate mep and i really really regret taking it. did so badly for practical today. i wanna retake. and i did even worse for the theory paper. i wanna drop. honestly, i wanna drop.

my marks are deteriorating one by one alrightt... no more triple science, no more ib... maybe i should just hurry up and get the hell outta singapore and head for newzealand. because there, they only have finals. i think i'll do alot better there.

haha. instead of making layouts, i've been making tinytiny icons! ((: will put them out for download once the exams are over. not like anyone will EVER download them but what the heck? it's nice to be nice (:

sigh... ponning school on wednesday. mugmugmugmugmug. don't care anymore. i realised that i waste almost 4 hours just in school when i could be stuying at home. i should've just taken the whole week off.

so screwed for lit... barely touched the book. only done the character analysis and that's IT. poop.

alright. i've decided to go on a hiatus for a longlong while till after the exams. anyone who sees me online for the next 2 weeks or so, slap me HARD and chase me off quick. pleaseplease pleaseplease do, i'm begging you! i'm seriously addicted okayy... i can't go a day without computer and there fore i'm gonna try. shan't live my life through computers. sigh.

alright.that's it. *toodles.

2005-04-22T22:40:00.000-07:00

sighh i woke up today with a fever. gosh. 39.25^. i actually had a fever already at about 5 or 6 in the morning when i was ~~dreaming of weird stuff~~ but i was too lazy to tell my mum...

anyways, went to the doctor at like 9 but that was after i put on the icepack so my temperature went down to about 37.5^. that's respectable, right?

so well i now have like 4 types of medicine to take. Cough syrup, panadol, los anges and antibiotics. They all taste bad. except for the los anges which tastes somewhat like polo.

so then i came home at about 10.30 after buying the iron wire for chem and french curves for graphs and stuff. So i took my medicine and headed straight for the piano cos' mep practical is this monday (and i'm gonna die for it) and started practising. sighh. then mum shouted at me to go and sleep. that's not normal you know? mum's usually wake you up and not tell you to sleep at 10.30am in the morning. sighh so i just had to sleep until afternoon. poop.

woke up at 12.30pm to have porridge for lunch. ~~eew~~. sighh then i went to practise piano... and now i'm here.

stoopid practical exam mann. i think i might fail it, like i might fail the theory paper. poop. *toodles

have a big cup of barley water to drink
great. just great.

2005-04-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh i think i could've just died on the spot out there. was what she said true? or was she just biased because i got 0 for a quiz and can't draw quadratic graphs? or because i sometimes just apparently don't understand the meaningless and nonsensical words pouring out of her mouth and seem to not pay attention in class? is it because i sometimes just cannot understand the worksheets she gives us because i oh-i-don't-know really don't understand her lessons? -- what's wrong with me. and YES i WAS on the verge of tears in class. i WAS embarrassed. i WAS about to slap her and shout back. i don't get it. what am i doing wrong? i try alright, woman? i try.

it ISN'T fair. pinpointing me in front of the whole entire class and all. who does that? she could've told me in private but noo... she HAD to tell me when lk shouted something out. gosh. maybe i should decline.

finefine... enough of that no-good-junk. exams are STILL coming.

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Normal people post:

sighh woke up today and i had a fever and a cough. i think mum was angry at me for saying something which i really shouldn't have said because there really isn't anything for me to cover up...

then i went to school and felt even sicker than ever. my pinafore tore and so i had to stay in my pe shorts all day.

RECESS:
meiwai had me singing twinkletwinklelittlestar with my SORETHROAT all through. so she could HARMONISE her alto part. and of course, me with my voice and her, we sounded SUPER in tune. and that's not the funniest part. we were in front of --hop-- (please turn that around). and i think she thought we were a bit out of our minds.

tingxie today was relatively easy. thank goodness. i better start pulling my grades up. today is bad. i forgot to bring my diary home. that means there's a very big chance that i'll forget to do something for monday. at least i brought my books home to study.

i just realised how much i love my friends. they're always there for me and that's why there're great.
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*toodles

hey Mr. Beasley you don't have to change your attitude
cos' it's your soul that made me fall in love with you
http://corrinemay.com

2005-04-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

sighhs have so many things left to do and i have 15min to dinner...

1) learn ting xie ^_^
2)do math worksheets
3)practise for mep practical
4)do mep arrangement
5)revise chemistry
6)revise history

sniffles...maybe i could just complete the math ws by dinner and tingxie well, let's just say i'll do that by 1 am...

sighs can't believe we got into the bk parade you know? was thinking of changing the book to phantom of the opera... is that allowed? hm...

sighs mid-years are still coming and i've cut back on making layouts for a while.. maybe about 2 weeks or so.

had pft today. damned thing onlygot me 26pts!that's the WORST i've EVER gotten mann... plug on my plugboard! just make a button and upload it and plug on mypluggie (:. ooowanna get pluggings.

alright shall go and do math ws now *toodles

you don't have have to drive a fancy car,
don't have to quote from shakespeare just to woo me

2005-04-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

i'm dropping in everything! 2.4km, chemistry... oh lord help me. Gosh i don't understand! i STUDIED alright? i actually STUDIED for the tests and i got freakin' low! I mean i got like 28 for the first chem test and this one?... AND my 2.4km :'(. Did i make meiwai wait? SORRY IF I DID MEIWAI! really... if i did, i didn't mean to. just told her to go on in the end because i had like i don't know how many stitches and my wound OPENED up (talk about tissue)... my life is SCREWED i tell you SCREWED. I'm finishing history chap 6 revision after this and then i'm moving on to chem. why in the world are the exams so near? WHY

I'm thinking of just declining it. i mean, it'll be so...... if i don't get it this year... not that i want to but people are just asking me to go for it. SHOULD I?

2005-04-15T17:42:00.000-07:00

returned from bittersweet symphony last night. wasn't that bad actually. found out that Miss. Kon ACTUALLY knew who my sis was and she was all like ' oh Marilyn! your daughter Michelle is a very accomplished pianist!' to my mum and my mum was like 'soso lah' and she was all 'no lah.. goodgood' .. hm. EEHEE i have the whole daphne khoo performance on tape. i thought the fall was a dance move! quite surprised she managed to pick herself up so fast. WOH.

anyways... MOYS ARE COMING. how dead am i? Even deader for the damn 2.4km which is on WEDNESDAY. and i just fell down 2 days ago. GREAT. i have now an injured knee, scraped leg and a bruised toe because she-who-shall-not-be-named STEPPED ON IT. OW!

okay. i screwed the book parade. sniff.

alright should go and study now. just to update people cos' i'm too lazy to put it into my template, i have now 1327 dwls on blogskins.... shall remove the skins section.

if you wanna see more of my skins, my user is 'radkool'. ((: *toodles!

2005-04-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

WE WON!! ((: family night that is. will be posting the pics and videos my parents took here soon. HEEHEE. next up, book parade. stressstressstress mann. i'm screwed AGAIN. have piano lesson tomorrow AGAIN and i didn't practise the WHOLE week AGAIN. sniff. have marching tomorrow :/. i don't wanna go! not fair :(. they should give us one more free week mann.. can't stand marching anymore. they make us march IN THE RAIN. POOT. bio test was okay larhh... two sides of a paper. heh. we haven't gotten back chinese test yet :/. according to lao shi, there's one person who did reallyreally badly.. HOPE IT'S NOT ME! what if it is?!. okay... i'm quite dead. have so many things to do during the week end. Gonna finish all my notes by this wkend. now i don't know whether that's possible... i wanna skip marching! maybe my mum will allow. hope she won't be too pissed o_0. that indian dance song is STUCK IN MY HEAD. screw it. okay have my script to memorise as well this wkend. stressstress... next week, there're chem and hist tests! diedie. AND we're getting back chinese, math AND bio. all spread out between monday and tuesday. diedie even more. AIYOH and history is prob on tuesday as well! haii... so little time left to the M.O.Y.s... better finish studying soon mann.... alright. gotta go make more layouts since it's already 10.50pm:/. heh. YAY WE WON! *toodles

2005-04-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

heyy wow. chinese test today was actually OKAY. i'm shocked honestly. Everyones pretty sure that they'd pass... but.. you never know, the marking scheme might just go bonkers one day and like give us all 0...

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sniff. sighh i was trying to learn the hip-hop dance thing today and yeah... it was a big failure. SO i'm not dancing for reharsal tomorrow. heh.

blogskins is being irritating. it's been down for like 2 days now and i have 6 more lays to submit! i managed to get in for like 2 min just now and my dwls have gone up to 610. ONLY. i'm supposed to reach at least 2thousand by the end of APRIL! and at this rate?! impossible.

okay. i'm quite screwed for bio. honestly. sexual reproduction isn't something which is meant to be taught to

innocent 13-14 year olds who wish to learn normal things and are not as wild as they think we are.

i mean honestly!..

poop. gotta go have tuition, study bio, continue history notes, continue geog notes and have theory at nine. my tuitions in ... well she's late... and it lasts 1 1/2 hours. till 8.30. my theorys at 9 till 9.45. WOW my list of things is SO possible.

unfair education i tell you. UNFAIR. *toodles

2005-04-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

ohohohoho yesterday was FUN! thankeeeewwwww viccckkkaaayyyyy! ((:. I feel bad for the bill though, after seeing boulders blog, 194.04?! what do they think we are? money trees?^^. ohwells. the food was NICE except that the pizza tastes like green tea and IT DOES TASTE LIKE GREEN TEA!. poot. haha me and nana were having this crazy conversation

me: aiyoh... walk so far just to take neos?! where in the world is far east?
nana: it's far--east!!

--> this is the part where we laugh for 3 min straight... i tell you, crazy people do crazy things. OH and when we saw green all around us...

me: nana! look! green steps and lights!
nana: san... you're a bit mad right... it's just green!
me: but LOOK! it's ALL around us!
nana: *singsong* greengreengreengreen.....
me:....greengreengreengreen....

and then we said the word green with everystep we took. FASCINATING. haha.
woot. getting my freewebsite thing set up. LOOK: my soon to be radkool.org site heh. the layout is so blurry man! somethings wrong with my jpeg images o_0. i'm screwed okay.. haven't memorised the matilda script yet.

have chinese test tomorrow and i realllllllyyyy hope i don't fail! i mean i've studied and all buti mean come on, how much can you actually STUDY for this test? 1/4? i haven't even started bio... but what the heck. it's on thursday! who am i kidding? of course i've started bio! IT'S ON THURSDAY.

poot. after this shall be me revising chinese again, and me doing chapter 7 history notes. I'm seriously behind schedule. i really should get started on the silra layout! it's due in May but honestly.. may? that's the EXAM-PERIOD...

stupid blogskins is down and my downloads count has only gone up to 600 so far. though i'm a bit lazy to update the downloads part, i'm saying it here.

okay shoot. i haven't done mep homework. but well, who has? haha. roddy namely. (:

alright. time to get down to mep, bio, history and chinese. and it's 11.15 pm

HELP.

*toodles

2005-04-01T22:54:00.000-08:00

hii! (: about 15 people came over to my house today :/. Thank goodness there was enough lunch for everyone. We managed to get the skit sorted out (pretty much) and the other people did family night. Okay i'm dead. I have piano tomorrow and i haven't practised AT ALL during the week :x. sighs... and the worst part is that i have marching training in the morning IT ISN'T FAIR! ): There're chinese and bio tests next week andhorror of horrors, i've only started chinese...

i'm trying to make more layouts now. Aiming for my total number of downloads to reach like 10000 by the ned of next year. I'm already half way to my first thousand (: yay! I still have 2 more chapters of history notes to type out and one more chapter for geog. :o. the bad thing is that i've totally brushed aside bi o and chem. (what's wrong with me?) haha i just realised how many people had my phone. namely elishea, juliana, cel, cels mum, cels sister etc. If i have enough time to continue studying after piano tomorrow, then i'll go for vickys birthday dinner. Not that i don't wanna go but i'll feel to *urgh* if i go there without a present because i HAVEN'T gotten her a present! ): sorry vicky. I was pacing up and down the room yesterday trying to think of a nice present and my mind was empty :/. I'm freaking out for the MOYs! helphelphelp. I better start studying the first few chapters of chinese first. :/. sniff. don't wanna go for marching tomorrow. The good thing is that i've finished my pw design and i still have one more before i'm free in the next two weeks (from pw that is).

I really hope i didn't fail my math okayy...i totally screwed it. Oh and a BIG thank you to JONATTHAN (i think that's how you spell it). No one knows who he is *heh. But anyway, he's ACTUALLY GIVING me free web space for my pw thing. so i sent him an email with 28 thank yous in it (:

alrighty then. that's all for now (:. Shall make one more layout before i sleeepppp. (:. OH AND HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

2005-03-30T22:06:00.000-08:00

hi ((: am gonna try to make a desperate housewives' layout later. Waiting for IVP to start right now... ^^. sighh... have so many things to do for PW! and math test was HORRIBLE. i hope i passed okay... i really really really hope i passed! haven't gotten any mistakes so far but seriously... it was DIFFICULT! i need to start the website layout for the SILRA Home project aael thingy and BUY A DOMAIN. mann mum's gonna kill me :\. should i make more of these kinds of layouts? i wanna but i'm running out of ideas! helpp! oh and please vote on my poll-layout thingy k? ((: thanks! shall add a form in when i have time... (: *toodles

2005-03-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

hi! (: changed my layout. i know i haven't been updating ALOT recently... have been busy making layouts. check them out at the bottom right of this page! made this one recently today.. darn there's a math test tomorrow and i HIGHLY doubt i'll pull through. things haven't been going so well in studying. for one, i nearly failed history. haha i WANNA post lyssies INCIDENT while sitting next to me yesterday but yet i can't... hey comment on my layouts k? (: *toodles and god bless!